Its been a couple months since I last posted. A few things have changed since then. Main one being that I am a hell of a lot unfitter than I was three months ago.
I'm actually quite disappointed in myself right now.
I weighed myself earlier and realised that I have actually put on around 7lbs. I don't know exactly as I was clothed differently and it was a different time of day etc. I've also put on inches around my waist. Again, not sure exactly and didn't measure anywhere else as I didn't really want to know.
I have plenty of excuses as to why this has happened. School holidays, having to cancel the gym, not having the right foods etc. but the bottom line is, I stopped trying. It was easier to not eat correctly. It was easier to stay home and not go out and cycle. I got lazy again.
I got fatter again.
Considering how I felt when I had lost some of the weight, when I was on the way to becoming fit and healthy, I genuinely don't know why I just gave up. Again, laziness I suppose.
There really is only one thing for it now, and I must try again. I have to start over. But this time I will not give up. Because once I get to where I want to be, that will be where I will want to stay and that will also take work.
I have a goal now. An actual goal that means I need to have a better body shape than I do now. I won't elaborate, not yet, but its there.
My goal is fitness, health and in much better shape, figuratively and literally, than I am in now. And giving up, laziness, they're not options this time. And I'll get there.
I've given myself no other choice.
